I feel like this is all really hitting me.
I feel like nothing will ever be happy again.
I feel like everything has changed and I hate it.
I feel like never leaving the house because all I see is pregnant people and little babies.
And if I stay in and just look at the internet, all I see is pregnant people and little babies.
I tried reading. I got the new Harlan Coben book, because I thought it would for sure be safe. Sure enough, the lady he's trying to save lost a child when she was little and it turns out she might actually be alive.
Pretty sure my babies are not alive.
Pretty sure it's been too long now-I'm not going to just wake up from a bad dream.
Pretty sure that I'm not sure of much anymore :(