Too many things happening, too many things coming up.
Tomorrow, October 13th, will make 6 months since Aiden and Sophie came and left. Impossible. They have been gone as long as they were ever here.
October 21st will be the first birthday that my father-in-law won't be here to celebrate with us.
November 2nd is the day he left this earth, exactly one year ago.
2 weeks later, we conceived the twins.
It's all coming so fast. It's all so much.
So many memories, and dates, and things to remember and things to do and work is stressful and I just feel like I can't stand up. Like there is so much on my back, holding me back, holding me down.
I need strength to make it through these next few months. I am happy about trying again, but just know how stressful it will be if it doesn't work right away. I dread that negative pregnancy test (but hope for a positive, don't worry).
Ugh. Monday on top of it!!!
Peace to you all.