This month my sweet babies spent their third birthday in Heaven. It's so hard for me to understand; I can't quite grasp it, still, after all this time.
It was worse this year. It was better this year. It was the same as always.
The same people forgot. I swore I wouldn't remind people and then I weakened and did it because I couldn't bear if they all forgot.
I allowed my emotions to derail me, momentarily. I cried at work.
My husband sent me three deep red roses. One for each year.
I miss you so much, Aiden. I miss you so much, Sophie. It's so hard to be without you.
The Quiet Zone
17 hours ago
8 comments:
I love that your hubby sent you roses. how lovely ♥ it is hard to understand
Oh mama, oh yes. Worse, better, all the fucking same. It is just awful.
I miss them with you.
xo
Oh love. I'm so sorry. You're right. It's worse and better and the same all at once.
I'm just so sorry that they aren't here with you. Sophie and Aiden, your precious son and daughter xo
I imagine each year will be diffrent, but no matter what we always miss and love them...3, unbelievable...love u xoxoxo
((hugs)) I have no words I hate this
Big hugs. It sucks how easily other people forget...but then I probably would, too, if our positions were reversed. I like to think otherwise, though. Wish your twins were here with you.
I'm so sorry I missed their birthday. I'm so sorry they're not with you now.
So sorry to hear about your loss. I can't imagine the pain. I think that lossing a baby(ies) is every mother's nightmare. God bless you and your family.
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